It feels like its been forerver since the day my modem breaks down. Haiz…. And as usual lots of shit happen.

FUCK!!!

Thats all for now though before this i got tonnes of shit to say. But now, all i can say is…

FUCK!!!

Something weird happen yesterday early morning. Really uncalled for.

I sleep early the night before, around 8pm. My modem was having difficult time breaking up with my computer so it just wouldn’t work. No choice lo… nothing to do, I sleep early lo. Then at 1.24am, my mum wake me up because very kesian my dog sleeping outside my door. She asked me to open the door for the dogs. I open my door, and all 3 of my dogs ran in bt i kicked 1 out. Cause that dog wasn’t suppose to be in the house at all. At the same time, my stomach was growling for food. I went to find food then I go back to sleep.

But i have hard time trying to sleep. Turn and toss on my bed, still cannot sleep. haiz…

When I finally almost doze off, something happen. I feel like ’something’ sat on my bed and breathing heavily on the back of my neck. I can feel the gush of the air on my neck. OMG!! mind you, i was facing the wall and my fan is one way air. I thought it was my dog, bt when I turn, my dog was sleeping far away from me, near the door. I thought I was imagining things. So, i try to go back to sleep in my original position. and again same thing happen. AARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I try to sleep in different position, facing the ceiling. Something else happen. I feel this weight on my whole body and I cannot move. My eyes were wide open and I was strugling to move. I felt like calling for my brother’s name but the I remembered he didn’t sleep with me anymore. After that I remember, people say, if you are able to move even one of your finger, then it’s okay already. So, I try hard to move that finger. My hands felt like shaking, struggling to move. My finger moved, I’m free!!

Then, I don’t dare to sleep alone in my room and I went out. Luckily, that time is 5am and my brother woke up to study. I sleep at his bed while he studied. Last night also I sleep with him.

After the incident, lots of people giving me tips handling the freeze situation.

1. Curse and scold the hell out of ‘it’

2. Turn ur pillow on your head upside down.

Any other advice?

Hello again.

Its been a while since the last time i updated my blog. (Ai Chekk!)

So, here’s the flash updated in sequences.

1. I break 3 glasses in 3 days.

2. I stepped on the glasses, accidentally.

3. Have to went for a minor surgery on the sole of my foot, cause I can’t find it.

4. Suddenly, I have this thing call allergy.(For the record, I ate 1 small, tiny, little prawn.)

5. I came up with a stupid, crazy idea and cursed all the way to making it. It turned out great and nice and I love it.*smirks*

6. Surpirse Kren during her surprise party with all the surprise crews and surprised her. (It was Awesome! She was definitely surprised)LOL

N Today,

My family and I had a spontaneous BBQ. Ate a lot of lamb n chicken wings.(really delicious). The sambal fish not bad either, although I’m not a big fan of seafood and we still got this rojak(cucumber n pineapple only) cause that what we got left in the fridge with Gary special recipe. (the best). Even all my pets enjoyed the leftovers.

I hope my financial get back up fast cause i have series of plan involving it. HaiXX… Spending $$ like cola with salt in a bottle with dozens of hole, wasted. Or like ice cream melted in a container with millions of hole, even more wasted.

Tomorrow start class again, I can’t wait. Very Eng ah….

Start class at 10.30 and finish between 12 or 2.30. 4 subjects nia this sem… including moral*evil laugh*. Jealous all you want. WAKAKAKA…

Till here. Chao…

I think most people misunderstands me. When I don’t talk to you doesn’t mean i looked down or a.k.a how lian on a person. Its within my nature that I just don’t talk much to the people I just met or wasn’t close to. I may not seem like it but actually, I’m the shy type. I only speak when I was spoken to and only answer when I was asked. I’m not really that comfortable talking to a person who have I have just meet unless there is a strong chemistry bond between us. So, although you are my cousin, I don’t know what or even how to talk to you. I don’t want to offends you or something. So, I’m really sorry, MaryAnne.

Its really hard to find someone that understands you better than yourself. There’s a lot of things that burdening my heart and that I wished to share with people. But the thing is, I don’t think they would understand the complexity and the fragility of the matter. I am very sensitive to finding the right person to share it to and i just don’t spill the beans just like that. Therefore, even to this day, I never told anyone the part that makes me, me. I only give them the summarized part but never the details.

And please do keep in mind, if I spaced out in the middle of conversation (which I did a lot), there probably 2 reasons. 1 is that I really think throughly what you’ve said and second, the topic does not concern me. If you want to include me in the conversation, say my name (as if you’re asking the question directly to me) to get me back to Earth when my head is up in space. I would never repeat my answer thrice. If the first 2 times you didn’t hear me, i wouldn’t even bother to repeat it again. I don’t know why I just don’t. And 1 more thing, if I get interupted, I would stop talking until the thing clears off and someone asked again.

I hate it when 2 ppl talk to me on different things all at the same time. I just don’t know who should I answer first and who would feel offended because I didn’t answer him/her. I really don’t like to be involved with a fight or argue with someone who never admits their wrongs. It’s usually useless and pointless. I try to avoid it as much as possible. One more thing is I never like to be blame for the fault of others. What I mean is, for example,  a friend who is about to have a very important exam but decided to call me up for a drink. I don’t want people coming up to me and say i should not go out with that friend as he/she is facing a very important exam. In my opinion, if a person decided to ask you out for a drink although a very important exam is coming up, that person must have already assign his/her schedules to fit the needs. My friend is an adult and can think for him/her self. If he/she think they still gt time for drink, might as well be. Don’t blame it on me.

**That just me. Please don’t misunderstand on my behaviors. I mean no harm. I’m just trying to be polite and nice the best I can so don’t push it. I may not be the perfect child but  I am me. Take me as I am, as thats the only thing I can offer to you. I’ll lent my ears, shoulders to you if you need them. I’ll waste all my time for you if you want me too. But please, dont ask me to change who I am.

Signing off with love and care…

Its been ages since my last post… And again, there are lots of moments through out those lately memories when I was sad, mad, angry, upset, depressed, excited, moody, crazy, happy, cheerful and all smiley. But I’m not going to tell it all in this post. Its too long and i’m too lazy. LOL

Where should I start? hmm…. *thinking*

Should I start from 1st of April? LOL

That’s my favourite day of all the days in the world. I get to prank people despite of the distance between the pranster and the “prankted”. Im not sure if there even have this word. I get to meet 2 of my most favourite, crazy head, former highschool classmates and ‘chi-hu’(brother in law) at the Coffee Bean. Then we head off to play pool but we took a long pit-stop at the pet shop on the highest level of the mall. Anyway, after that, we went for pool and i have to say, I’m the worst player comparing to them. The first ball I hit into the hole is the black’8′ ball against Gladys. The game ended just like that. *sweat* Lastly, we went for KFC before heading back home. Kesian Sarah cannot catch the last bus home. (Sorry ya!)

Coming back from KL, the whole students in UCSI University Kuching still having the “pingpong fever”. LMAO They ought to see doctor soon. The “pingpong fever” is highly infectious as well as contagious and can cause excessive laughter and most of the time, boosting the “kiasu”(scare losing) spirit. If you noticed yourself having all these symptoms, give your name to the cure research department undercover as The PingPong club presidented by Karen Chong. Karen is selected as she shows the most critical level symptoms. This research is funded by Our very own Lulu of UCSI University.

Got to go now. I was supposed to for my final exam on this evening on the toughest subject ever faced by the mankind, Financial Accounting. I somehow diverted myself from studying to blogging. (Not Good, Bad Sign) *sigh* Wished I got more time to blog.

One more thing, for the pictures, I might be uploading to my profile in near future. Be patient. To be reminded, my near future is your forever.

Adios Amigo.

DragonFly
Flying high
Fly away from rain clouds

Dodge the rain, dodge the pain
Try to play it safe and sound
Driven away from the crowd

Close your eyes
Held your breathe
Waiting for the rain stops

Stand and wait, its getting late
Soon you'll be coming out
PLaying around and about

Uhh...
It's summertime so I fly
Uhh...
Crazy as it seems so I try
And try
Till there's no more breathe in me

Drop the nod
shake the hand
pretend you were listening

Every word, every turn
You're getting little sick of it
sticking you're nose all around

uhh...
its getting cold so I'll go
Uhh...
There's nothing left
Yes, I know
So I'll cross my heart and hope to die...

Its been a while since my last post… as usual, many things happen, again…lol But its all good thing.

I get tons n tons of present for my birthday… LMAO For real one…

Tons and tons of LOVE from everybody… Yahoo!!!

And Present from Ai fong but unfortunately i couldn’t show it cause I ate it finish the minute i reach home… Lol.. i was seriously hungry and dinner havn’t done yet… And Friends from ‘U’ throw me and Chang a surprise party and i kinda know bout it already the first 10 minutes i reach ‘U’ but pretended to be shocked. I was an amazing drama Queen (luckily not Drag Queen, LOL)

Then, there this photo shoot in my ‘U’ and the huge new hotel, Four Point. And let me get this straight, The Four Point treats their customer like shit. We bought drinks,3 of them (blended mocha tasted terrible and cost $10 each) and sit in the cafe while waiting other friends to finish their shoot there. If u check cat’s blog, you’ll get the whole story. Then, me n my other friend went out, left few of my firends still there and when we came back, my other friends were all walking to the carpark and told us we are being shoo out of the place. I was Terribly pissed.  How can they shoo their customer??

With their terrible service and drinks, I recommend all of you to avoid having to have to go there. It would not be a pleasant xperience. Aa… Finally i get it out my chest. WAKAKAKA

Okay, after that, last weekend, i spent it in Damai Puri wit Kren, Cat and Sarah. That’s the end of it.

LOL… I dun want to get into detail… Let just say it was nice, fun and embrassing the same time… Ahemm…. *clear throat*

And just now, I punk’d Sarah… It was hilarious…. WAKAKAKA… For details, please msg Sarah… n Cat

LMAO..

K la, till here… Chao…

I just realised that I missed Quantitative Methods(QM) classes for 2 weeks now… Lol The lecturer just find me and all i need to do is to write in a letter… Wasn’t college life great?LOL

No need for parents and lecturers meeting. YAHOO!

Anyway, now that Valentine Day is over, a lot of you must be heart broken. don’t feel to bad… There’s nothing to be afraid of being single… it was actually pretty relaxing and uncontrolable, like me…

OK, maybe that is scary, being like me… But i think you get my point,LOL…

But on that day, I had my fun laughing my heads off when Yvonne get 3 type of roses from a guy… LOL I still laugh to this day… *Yvonne Jia Yu!!*

And i can assure you, it wasn’t the laugh of envy… It was merely the laugh of the possibility of K-oz(chaos) for her…*devilish grin* Such a bad me… LMAO

For the guys/girls, I hope you do bloody well in surprising your loved one. They always deserve the best, most of the time anyway. If you don’t , oh well, nvm… And for future reference, if you just start dating, don’t directly send 99 roses. Although that is romantic, it will cost you. If u send 99 this year, the next year, you have to send more than 99 roses. if you decreased the number, thet probably thoughts your love for them had decreased. So, send 1 today, and 2 tomorrow. LOL

Till we meet again, goodbye…

For the sake of Valentine’s Day, I’ve put up a few songs that i thought you might like it. Enjoy.

It’s been some time since my last fuming entry. A while after i post my previous blog, i kinda get over it already. i know, very fast right. I’m never really good in keeping up with my anger. i always thought it was tiring just to try to stay angry. LOL… That’s part of the reason why i din post his answer as i said i would. the other part is just because I’m plain lazy… LOL*wink*

Since then, up to this date, a lot of things happen. There’s been good and bad, up and down and left and right, all sides… It gets me into thinking a lot. I’ve been trying to learn from it and get over it at the same time.

The thing is, you can never really get over it. There’ll be time when you think back and it hurt just as bad as it was before. Nothing was ever as bad as having to have to go through the whole scenarios again. To look back at all the faces, their reactions, feeling and how it changes you and hurt you… Pheww… Its way TMTH(too much too handle) at the same time.

Good thing about the bad thing is, you’ve learnt the best reaction to prepare for the next time it comes around again… Trust me, bad things don’t happen for 1 time only.

Here’s where my blog end. I’ll try to keep this blog updated the whole time.

Till then… Bubye

P/s: Valentine’s Day tomorrow. Got your gift ready?

tips: don’t send “bunga taik ayam” to your partner. Its a terrible idea. Red roses and chocolate is the typical gift. Avoid it. Be creative. if your partner seems to enjoy beer, get he/ she a beer with a ribbon tied to it. Or if your partner have this little habbit that you are aware of, like adding salt to the the coke, get he/ she a coke with a small packet of salt taped to the coke. Be open to jokes and enjoy the moment. If you’re thinking of breaking up on this day, get her a yellow rose, symbolising friend(Just want to be your friend). and i’m sure every lover in the world would love to get you killed. LOL… All the best now…

Love,

Me